a little disappointed...

so for a little while i was thinking i that i may be pregnant but the test came back negative. At first i was really worried because i didn't think josh and i were ready but the more i thought about it the more i liked the idea. i guess the good thing about it is that i guess we can try in the future and it wasn't a one shot thing. we still have time to grow as a couple and get things secure and then we can have kids, besides i have a ton of little kids i can keep, and give back when they cry. that's it for now!